Renewed to Honor

This is dedicated to all who are in the household of people in ministry, especially each and every pastor's wife and my own wife. I am writing this on a day i am forced to lie down as I have hurt my knees. And this incident was not isolated, it has been the a terrible time of being hurt physically. A tumour on the leg, a tear of the feet tendon, now a knee swelling. This was a fruitful time for the ministry as I been mentoring and helping people and this has been affecting even my poor wife who fears that these attacks (even spiritual) may only increase. So I want to encourage her and let her know that the reason I wake and get out of the bed has these reasons. I love her dearly and find her the best and precious and I want her to be encouraged through this.

 Now I stand in your presence And I gaze upon your radiance I hear your voice still say All my sins you’ve taken Yoke of shame you’ve broken I hear your voice still say It is finished (3) Christ is Victorious Author: Subin Mathew

This is my second malayalam poem and my first Christian poem. It's based on salvation by grace and ends in eternity. Special thanks to my mummy who had coauthored this and helped with rhythm , flow, grammar correction and malayalam typing. മോചനം ​നിൻ കരുണയിൽ ഉറപ്പാകുമെൻ ജീവിതം, നിൻ കരുതലിൽ ഉറപ്പാകുമെൻ തപസ്സും, നിൻ കരുണയിൽ ഉയരുമെൻ ഹൃദയവും, നിൻ കൃപയിൽ സ്ഥിരമാകുമെൻ മാനസം. ​നിൻ കൃപയാൽ ഉറപ്പാകുമെൻ ജീവിതം, നിൻ കരുണയിൽ സ്ഥിരമാകുമെൻ പാദവും, നിന്നുടെ ശിരസ്സിൽ നിന്നൊഴുകിയ ചോരയിൽ, ശുദ്ധീകരിക്കുമെൻ കന്മഷ മാനസം. ​നിൻ പാദത്തിൽ ഉടച്ചതാം എൻ പരിമളതൈലം , നിൻ മറുവിലയിൽ ഏറെ തുച്ഛമയ്യോ! എൻ പാപമുയരുന്ന ഗിരിയിൽ നിൻ ജഡം, ഉയർന്നൂ ഗോൽഗോഥായിൽ സൂര്യതേജസ്സിൻ മറവിൽ. ​വിലയേറിയതാമെൻ പാപദേഹിയെ, വിലയ്ക്കു വാങ്ങി നീ നിൻ ദിവ്യ ദേഹത്താൽ , കഴുകി നീ എന്നിലെ പാപക്കറകളെ, നിൻ ത്യാഗരക്തത്തിൻ ഒഴുക്കിൻ ശക്തിയാൽ. ​നിന്നുടെ മുൾപാടുകളാണെന്റെ മോചനം, അവയെൻ നേത്രത്തിൽനിന്നകറ്റി തിമിരവും, നിന്നുടെ ദേഹിതൻ അവസാന ശ്വാസവും എൻ പുതുജീവിന്റേ, പുലർക്കാലഘോഷണം. ​നീ വീണ്ടെടുത്തൊരീ അടിയാൻ അണയുന്നു നിന്നിൽ, നിൻകൃപ മാത്രമെൻ ജീവിന്റേ ആധാരം, ...

This is my retake on the famous hymn "I have decided to follow Jesus" [Intro] I have decided to follow Jesus (2) No turning back (2) [Verse] In his presence, my soul is filled with glory (2) His blood has been my greatest gain (2) [Chorus] I have decided to follow Jesus (2) No turning back ( 2 ) [Verse] Now my eyes does behold his beauty (2) For the promise has now been fulfilled (2) [Chorus] I have decided to follow Jesus (2) No turning back ( 2 ) [Verse] Now we sing in Jubilation Now we raise a song of praise Christ our Lord is now alive, Hallelujah,  God be praised. [Chorus] I have decided to follow Jesus (2) No turning back ( 2 ) [Outro] When we shall hear the trumpet call, We shall be transformed; Christ shall descent on the clouds above, We shall see the radiant Son There he shows his beauty to me, I will find myself complete; Now let the church in Jubilation, Rise their hand and now proclaim Death ...

Be The Centre [Contemporary Worship] Subin Abraham Mathew | Edwin Joseph | Kevin James This is retake on the original  hymn inspired by Edwin had took a spin on this chorus. Be the centre of my life, When all the things shall fade away; Be the centre of my life, When all your glories reign. O, Be the centre of my life, In everything, I find hard to say; Be the living source of life, For all and all each day. Your rod, Your staff-  My King You're forever:  comfort, rock and shield you're my everything (x2) Chorus Be now, for ever and ever, Be my everlasting song, Be now, for ever and ever, Be my ever glorious one; Be now, for ever and ever, Be my, my ever risen sun, Be now, for ever and ever, Be my Lord and my God. Excerpt:

Be The Centre [Hymn] Subin Abraham Mathew This is a new hymn that I have written asking God to take charge of my life and be the centre of my decisions. Be the centre of my life, When all things fade away; Be the centre of my life, When all glories reign. O, Be the centre of my life, In everyday, I find hard to say; Be the living source of life, For all and all each day. O, Be my everlasting song, Be my ever glorious one; Be thou, my ever risen sun, Be my Lord and my God. Be now, for ever and ever, My living hope in whom I seek; When all fades away let mine eyes, Be found resting on your face. Send the greater comforter now, Let Him take me to a higher rock; Set my soul to rest in your grace, Lord be the centre of my life.  Audio

I've been scared I've been cut My skin is burning My heart is torn My destiny Its been overwritten My life feels empty now But I know you are here Your voice makes it clear That you still think of me I hope in you, oh my Lord I will wait for your answer When you whisper, you speak love Lord And echos of grace Flow deep into my heart

How dearly How dearly How dearly I wish To wake up from this nightmare and embrace the dawn How dearly How dearly How dearly I hope I hope to see your smile in the dawn

Although it may sound really odd that this is the next post after the last song, "father i need you" , I wrote that one a while ago, but it stayed on my android. I am in fact feeling a bit down today, its all this job hunting I have been. After all being a masters student and in UK, you are expected to get a job. But then again, as I was talking to my brother, he told me that its basically God's will over mine that should should matter that I got a job or not. I am sad but I am learning to trust. Its rather to unfamiliar, Its hard to even think, I still keep on hoping, And keep my eyes fixed on him, I keep my eyes on him, I keep my thoughts to him, I have a father, He knows my name, He cares for my cares, He knows me whole. I have a father, I have him in me, He is my refuge , And my shelter and my peace. Subz Your browser does not support the canvas element.Get Google Chrome or the view Enhancement software for HTML5 site from here Click ...

Broken trust, silenced thoughts; My breathing hurts and my heart's lost I wipe my tears dry, i hold my voice, I look back at the cross roads once again How deep are my wounds Would your presence comfort me How could i carry on Would you still say that you love me Father, I need you in my life Father,I need you more I want to hear you say you still love me I want to know that I would still reach home

Life is tough, plans may fail, but yet i dare to hope when i remember this. The faithful love of the Lord never ends and his mercies would not cease. Great is his faithfulness, and every morning he pours out his abundant mercies. Lamentations 3:21-23 Lyrics : Subin Abraham Mathew When you called out my name You chose to hear me out When you woke me up You chose to give me rest I feel so awake to be in your presence     I am so glad that you called me to it Oh, how will i ever thank you for this Oh how will i ever give you enough praise I lift up my eyes to your throne I raise up my hands to touch your feet I bless this (is) the day you have made I will be even more glad that you woke me up Oh, how will i ever thank you for this Oh how will i ever give you enough praise Oh, how will i ever thank you for this Oh how will i ever give you enough praise Streams Flowing down from the hills sing it Winds chiming bells i hear the same song ...

http://pastor.resourcesforyourministry.org/ Through all the paths I walk, Even though the valley is deep and dark, I will fear no evil, You are there by my side, Even when I feel lost, Your presence consoles me, Whom will shall i fear, Where would be lost, 'cause you 're right here with me. You alone are my comfort, You alone are my sheild, Your voice guides me in the dark, To the bright 'n' new glorious hour, I will declare your name, Above all! http://snowshoetracks.blogspot.com Above all, Above all I will fly your banner above all, Ever more , Ever more, I will praise you for ever more, Music and Lyrics: Subin Abraham Mathew Copyright: Creative Commons : BY-SA-NC - 2.0 Subz Your browser does not support the canvas element.Get Google Chrome or the view Enhancement software for HTML5 site from here Click Here

Everyday the morning sun tells me Every night the stars just keep whispering I never thought it was so real But now I do, cause I feel so secure Not me, not anyone else Had tried to take the first step for me It was You who rend the blue skies Scooped me up and told me that you loved me You are the most highest You are the most faithful friend I have You have pulled me from the deepest And cleansed me and kissed me with your love Not me, not anyone else Had tried to take the first step for me It was You who rend the blue skies Scooped me up and told me that you loved me That you loved me God, That you loved me That you cared for me That you looked at me That you loved me That you love me now About this song: Psalms 19 (The Message) God's glory is on tour in the skies, God-craft on exhibit across the horizon. Madame Day holds classes every morning, Professor Night lectures each evening. Their words aren't heard,their voices aren't recorded,But their silence fills ...

I've been searching for a way I've been looking for redemption I've been lost, but now am found Some say he was a Jew Some say he looked all white Some say he lived in Africa But I only care cause ; he looked at me I'm forgiven, cause you were forsaken I'm pardoned, cause you were condemned How much more could I resist not falling I love with you How much longer could I keep my silence This song is like a stub. It goes repeating a lot of times. I find the above verse similar to “You alone are sunshine....I can't keep falling in love with you”,didn’t intent to but here it is.

  There have been times I cried There have been moments I broke down There was always some one to hold me I wish I had him with me now Take my hands and Lord lead me Take my life and Lord cleanse me Take away all the burden I carry Draw me closer to your presence Deep within me I long to hear your voice Now I need your touch today And with all my heart I still keep praying I need your touch I need your love I want to hear your voice again You are my love You are my refuge You are my fortress You are my hope and need You are my Seeker You are my brother You are my father You are my king Deep within me I long to hear your voice Now I need your touch today And with all my heart I still keep praying I need your touch I need your love I want to hear your voice again

Sophie Engel Photography  Hey love I’ve got a song for you Stored deep in me and you When I made you in my palms I loved to see your laughs You are my angel You are my sweetheart I would not let even the angels look at you You are my beautiful babe You are my love You are really what I want you to be Hey love, wake up beautiful Look out, look at the beautiful skies Feel the soft breeze on your feet That I'm blowing on to you About this song: Well this is a very sweet song to me. It tells of a father pampering his child. We often fail to see that we are better people, more beautiful and like the Psalmist said “fearfully and wonderfully” made. So ain't you really worth the life? Yes, this is a Dad daughter song. Its how God sang to me or you know how i felt his love. realize that you are one in 20 billion people since creation

  <3 <3 <3 <3 <3   O' this love, That you cause the rain to fal l, O' this love, That you calm the storms at night, I am ov'r whelmed at your love for me. My Lord, i bless your name, This hour, this day, all my life, For your Lo-ow-ve , that you gave me Your life, so that i would live O' this love, That you poured out for me , O' this love, That i feel so secure, I worship you in the early hour of this day. My God, Father let me sing, You are all that i desire, In your arms i am secure, Let me bring you my praise. O' this love, That you choose to hear my voice, O' this love, That you choose me first in love, I am so secure in your arms of this -LOVE.

I look onto you, to see the skies turning blue, For its been a long night of struggle and fear, I know that your voice calls me, in the midst of this storm Hold me tight that I walk across the waves and seas. For I am none and you are all I am the clay and you potter Take me in master – cover me in your wing This is my prayer and my love for you (Chorus) Shine -Shine on- Shine on me Pour -Pour out- Pour out your Spirit on me Consume every- weakness and pains Let your Son shine over me (..2) Your love is amazing , your mercies everlasting, Your Son sent on the cross, my Lord,my Jesus This great is your love that you tore away the skies, Sanctify me more, that I can bring you praise offerings You are our Father, You are our Lord We are Your children, humbly we stand This is our prayer, our earnest request, Let Your Holy Ghost dwell in us... Oh Lord... majesty.. shine (Chorus)

Music and Lyrics : : Roshen Oomen Philip & Subin A. Mathew (First Paragraph) Can a mother forget her baby crying out to her? Can a whale keep you safe without eating you alive? Can you compare a love that is higher than the skies? Can you comprehend the sacrifice & love on the cross? I will not forget youI will Keep you safe In my palms have I Engraven your name I am your shelterRefuge and shield I’ll cover you underneath my wings Jehovah Yireh!! (Chorus) My God you are the reason that I live My Lord you are the air that I breathe My God you are the reason that I live My Lord you are my banner & my rock Learn from you God, Learn from you Lord, Learn from you Holy Ghost My God you are the reason that I live My Lord you are the air that I breathe My God you are the reason that I live My Lord you are my banner & my rock (Second Paragraph) Let us sing out to our Lord, How magnificent is He, Let’s raise our voice in triumph For He has conquered our fears You are my only hope...

Music and Lyrics : Subin A Mathew The blood you gave on calvary The price you paid for me The way the i kept falling The promise you held me The way you wore my sins and walked The whips that wount you Lord If not for you oh lord i live I dont want this love any more. Give me your love lord Give me your grace Give me your Love Lord And wash me clean Take me potter Mould me anew Make me wholly Yours oh Lord!