i had a good weekend, it was the best I've had since the cricket finals when i was with another friend of mine.This weekend was both retrospection, introspection and extrospection...a lot of inspection. i am here sitting at my computer again after vowing not to use my cell phone to go online again, yet online from a cell phone, thinking about the week. it was not as profitable as i wanted it to be. But in the end, i did learn a lot. it was good. You know like some times God can change an entire messy week holiday i spend goofing around, into a great one when he draws a line under the line like in a maths problem , you sum it up be zero and God adds another lets say "grace" marks and pushes you across the fence-- this is how i feel. i have passed a horrible test . I am now ready for more.
I had spend some time with a wonderful family today and some guys and girls at a club. i felt my week had the real twist that i looked for till then happened there . Shame, i had been invited earlier this week and i did not go. Any way i had a friend who told me to reconnect to God. This is the part i felt i lost over the holidays, even though if you read some posts ago you would find me saying i wanted god to reorient my compass, well i messed up. but he did preserve me. how nice of him. Thank you lord.
At the cafe, I did learn a lot especially the fact that i had forgotten all the history i gathered up so far; man, it was embarrassing to forget. Anyway at the spoken English cafe we had some fun today. There were new words / definition added to my lexical knowledge and gave me the peace of mind and direction I've been looking for. So, it was cool.
Finally!, the compass is reorienting. It funny that it took so long. i had to go bad and worse to turn to the right direction. well, it happened and now i am moving forward. i expect clear waters and bright sun shine. the voyage is hopeful.
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